1. |
Born from Misery
01:47
|
|||
I can't take this anymore
I'm losing what I was
All the nightmares that I face
They draw away my love
I've become unreasonable...
A vehicle of pain
All the sadness turns to rage 'til
Everything's bloodstained
I will not be the victim
I will not play your games
It makes me sick to my stomach
I'll turn it around and you will fear my
Fucking face
And every morning I wake
I'm overcome with hate
There's nothing left inside
They say that nothing is for free
I've paid my dues in life
This fucking world belongs to me
I am your nightmare
Because I just don't fucking care
There's nothing you can do to me
I'm born from misery
|
||||
2. |
Endless Suffering
02:10
|
|||
Pray - for death
I can't stop longing for a release
From this game of endless suffering
Still I keep taking more of the pleasures
That sustain illusion
Drink my life away because I can't free
Myself from the same day
Just to have a taste of what I could have
If I just fucking died
Die in the arms - of the truth
Maybe someday - I'll have the strength
To just let go
Close my eyes - slip away
Sleep forever - escape the hate
No - I can't escape the hate
No escape I've fallen in love
With feeling pain
And nothing I can do can stop the hate
A bitter man I stand to escape my fate
|
||||
3. |
By My Side
03:08
|
|||
Dig myself into this hole everyday
No ones around to take the blame
I can't accept the fact I've been lead astray
Just numb myself, numb myself every day
Life holding me down
Without a chance for me
Snake eyes on every roll
No control for myself
So this is it I can't live this life
Folding on the draw I owe it to strife
So this is it watch my demise
No other choice withholding all the cries
I accept this punishment my so called life
I have suffered laughing at my cries
You are my only savor
My only piece of mind
Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side
Drown myself inside this bottle again
Nothing inside to make it end
I'm so disgusted by the things that I see
My mind is tired somebody put me to sleep
I can't stop living this way
Failure runs deep in my veins
Is this my only escape
My only way to ease the pain
Life holding me down
Without a chance for me
Snake eyes on every roll
No control for myself
So this is it I can't live this life
Folding on the draw I owe it to strife
So this is it I watch my demise
No other choice withholding all the cries
I accept this punishment my so called life
I have suffered laughing at my cries
You are my only savior
My only piece of mind
Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side
In this world I'm so alone hurt
And heartache is all I know
|
||||
4. |
Never Again
03:09
|
|||
Looking back to the day it went down
I felt it coming there was no doubt
Built up it's just too much of the bullshit
I just can't add up
I know your mind games and
I can feel the strain but it wont phase me
Because I've seen it all and felt it all
I realize there's no such thing as hope
You made me make a choice
That I had to make
Now I know you're not true
It's time not to care so fuck you
I'll never know the truth so fuck you
You - you're the one - you're to blame
Never trust again I'm scarred for life
Believe the untold future
You never know what lies ahead
Tell me all the shit that you feel
Light a flame to it your shit ain't real
I will never love again
Burned by your greed
I see right through your tactics
I will never love again
Never trust in you again
Looking back to the day it went down
I felt it coming there was no doubt
Built up it's just too much of the bullshit
I just can't add up
I know your mind games and
I can feel the strain but it wont phase me
Because I've seen it all and I felt it all
I realize there's no such thing as hope
|
||||
5. |
Walk Away
02:44
|
|||
You're so quick
To manipulate you seemed so sincere
But you turned out so fake
You're so quick
To judge who you meet throwing
Around insults like you can't be beat
I'm so sick
Of all your shit breaking your word
Every chance that you get
I'm so sick
Of hearing your voice time to move on
Because you're not
Who you claim to be
Can't you understand your word
Isn't shit to me everything that I heard
Time to walk away can not
Get the best of me you're not
Who you claim to be
I look into your eyes into a world of lies
You preach so much but don't live it
I look into your eyes into a world of lies
You're fucked - you're fucked - you're fucked
I can see what you do
I can see right through you
I can see the things you say
They're bullshit to me
Who you claim to be can't you understand
Your word
Isn't shit to me everything that I heard
Time to walk away can not
Get the best of me your no
Who you claim to be
Walk away
No more I'm sick of this shit
Walk away I'm through with this
|
||||
6. |
Dying Inside
02:29
|
|||
I'm out of answers I can't explain this shit
What did I do to deserve this mess
Turmoil finds a way to plague my days
There's no way out of this fucked up place
I look ahead - maybe I'm just blind
Looking back - it fucks up my mind
My dreams are shattered
No words can describe
The way I feel The thoughts I hide
I went to far too far this time
Why can't I find
What is my fate I pay no mind
It's a fucking lie nothing but a lie
Can't see beyond - beyond my eyes
This is too much I'm dying inside
|
||||
7. |
Curl Up and Die
02:20
|
|||
The worlds turned over
and I´m waiting to fall
a day without rain
is day I can´t recall
my sanity uproots
and I try to stay strong
but when lightning strikes
it all goes wrong
stop and think and remember why
if we were meant to love
then I will never love again
I can´t erase all the things that I regret
I can´t go back in time
and take back all the shit that I said
I can´t erase all the things that I regret
I can´t go back in time and take
back all the shit I´ve said
I have grown so empty inside
I´ve got to rise
I won´t curl up and die
I feel the weight it´s crushing my back
my legs are weak and I can´t turn back
the pain brings hate inside
it makes me strong
and I won´t curl up and die
|
||||
8. |
Game's Over
02:15
|
|||
9. |
Dead to Me
02:12
|
|||
10. |
||||
How can you live afraid to face the day?
This world will find a way to fuck you anyway
How can you live afraid to fucking fight?
I'd rather die that be a coward all my life
How can you live with fear inside your heart?
It eats away at you you'll lose the game
Before you start
How can you live with that feeling deep inside?
The sufferings everywhere
There is nowhere to hide
I'll fight for my brothers
I'll die for my family
Don't preach about peace
Cause it just seems like fear to me
I'll fight for my brothers
I'll die for my family
And you must admit
You're just fucking weak
Won't live in fear of the world
There's no excuse stand up and fight
My friends my family would die for me
|
||||
11. |
||||
12. |
||||
13. |
||||
14. |
||||
15. |
||||
16. |
Bridge Nine Records Boston, Massachusetts
Started in 1995, Bridge Nine is a label that specializes in hardcore punk, with close to 300 recordings in our catalog. Check us out and keep an eye out for updates!
Streaming and Download help
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp