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Holding On

by No Turning Back

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Darkest thoughts wreck my brain Constant struggle constant strain What I hear are bullshit stories Of a world that's gone insane. In time we all will burn For our actions it's our turn We all know they won't back down Retribution IS THEIR ONLY CROWN. Over and over they try to fuck us over Empty hearted with picture perfect smiles OVER AND OVER they try to fuck us over
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Lyrics to This World Is Mine As I walk alone On dirty unknown roads The fear you couldn't see The tears that have to be. Every single word like a smack in the face Get my shit together to keep up the pace Memories get lost in time You will see this world is mine. Empty thoughts instead Of feelings I once had Scream to let them out My voice it makes no sound. Every single word like a smack in the face Get my shit together to keep up the pace Memories get lost in time You will see this world is mine. You can't BREAK ME I've had more than I can take Just try but I will never break Step up, go give it your best I will put your hopes to rest. YOU CAN'T BREAK ME
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You don't open your eyes and don't want to hear this Your weak minded opinions will never come near this If you didn't know, then let me tell you That your blind, got no mind I give hell to you. And if you comprehend what is said Then you'll stay two steps ahead And if you comprehend what is said Then you'll stay TWO STEPS AHEAD. You don't open your eyes You don't want to hear this. AND IF YOU COMPREHEND WHAT IS SAID THEN YOU'LL STAY TWO STEPS AHEAD Then you'll stay two steps ahead Then you will stay TWO STEPS AHEAD
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Wicked Ways 00:53
Brace yourself, just let me go I'm halfway there I have to know To find out who I really am Tragic figure or half the man. Questions carved in my heart Give it up before it starts Until it bleeds, it bleeds again The hardest game and no one wins. The little things so satisfying Denied again, continue trying To be someone I'm not Wicked ways, washed in blood
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Turned your back on me It had to be, feels like dying Showed me what it is I had to see, I'm still trying Standing on the crossroad Of our dream, it's so surreal Tragedies are never What they seem, when you cannot feel. When will you see me smile? And when will you seem worthwhile. Waiting for a chance To do the right, sick and tired Never thought that I Could reach the light, hate required. When will you see me smile? And when will you seem worthwhile. When I'm drawn, drawn in hate Leave my world, seal my fate Have to know, where you stand Violate who I am VIOLATE WHO I AM VIOLATE WHO I AM. Everything that I ever loved, it doesn't matter! Everything that I ever loved, it doesn't matter to me!! To me! IT DOESN'T MATTER to me!
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Seeing you feels like hell Too many stories I can't tell This ain't give me more It won't be like before After that I lost my mind All those years so fucking blind Tables turn and so do friends Lovers are haters in the end. See me walk away from my life Nothing changes hope in strife HOPE IN STRIFE HOPE IN STRIFE. Being true for what? Destruction is all I've got To save me from myself My heart is on the shelf After that I lost my mind All those years so fucking blind Tables turn and so do friends Lovers are haters in the end. See me walk away from my life Nothing changes hope in strife No one answers unheard cries HOPE IN STRIFE Tell me baby will I ever try? HOPE IN STRIFE. GIVE YOURSELF TO ME Give me what I need GIVE YOURSELF TO ME You will not succeed
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I know we'll meet again Drowning in a pool of sin When words will have no meaning I'll dream of you tonight. With ashes in my hand I hope that you could understand It wasn't meant to be Different lines no you and me. Can you tell me how it felt When you saw the cards you dealt FOREVER IN DENIAL With open mouth I taste your vile. SNAKE BITE SNAKE BITE Can you tell me how it felt When you saw the cards you dealt SNAKE BITE Snake bite!! Forever in Denial Forever in Denial!! With open mouth I taste your vile With open mouth I taste your vile!! SNAKE BITE
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Just run, run away from the problems that you face Please don't give a fuck, for those shit out of luck When the bottles break you'll know what is at stake Just run, run away from the problems that you face. Leave the past to history And forget who you wanted to be REDEMPTION lies far ahead Tell me ARE YOU ALIVE OR DEAD. So afraid to take the risk but craving more for this life you live But in the search for substance, you need to know no fear Alive or dead, your choices made Don't be the one that you have betrayed. Leave the past to history And forget who you wanted to be REDEMPTION lies far ahead Tell me ARE YOU ALIVE OR DEAD. Are you alive or dead Tell me ARE YOU ALIVE OR DEAD Are you alive or dead. ALIVE OR DEAD
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Thief 00:54
Run away, when you see me Hide in shame, you have no blame. THIEF, THIEF, THIEF Run away from me THIEF, THIEF Run away from me!! Now you think that it passed you But we're not fucking through I never forgive, I never forget A promise in black and blue. THIEF, THIEF, THIEF Run away from me!
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Take your fucking guilt I don't need it, I don't want it Look at what we've build You can't see it, you'll never see it TAKE YOUR FUCKING GUILT I don't need it, I DON'T WANT IT LOOK AT WHAT WE'VE BUILD You can't see it, YOU'LL NEVER SEE IT. No!! Words not spoken and things unsaid All I know is that I never look back with regret For the times I wasted along the way I've seen all a lot of things and I never can explain But I'll never let it get to me Cause there's nowhere I would rather be Looking forward, the future's bright Seize the day, I walk my line. Take your fucking guilt I don't need it, I don't want it Look at what we've build You can't see it, you'll never see it TAKE YOUR FUCKING GUILT I don't need it, I DON'T WANT IT LOOK AT WHAT WE'VE BUILD You can't see it, YOU'LL NEVER SEE IT. Take your fucking guilt!!! TAKE YOUR FUCKING GUILT!!!
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What more can I say? I fucked it up just go away And find another day To save me from my destiny. Remember when I said it wasn't real A straight up lie but you always knew the deal Comfortable in the mess I made I contemplate the life I betrayed. What more can I say? I fucked it up just go away And find another day To save me from my destiny. Disillusioned and confused For everyone I abused Crying out for peace of mind But my screams make no sound MAKE NO SOUND The happiness around me tears me up inside Nothing left but a handful of pride THE HAPPINESS AROUND ME TEARS ME UP INSIDE Nothing left but a handful of pride!
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Is This It? 00:59
ASK MYSELF Is this it? ASK MYSELF Is this it? Damn myself each day After that I try again One thought in my mind Am I the only one that's sane. ASK MYSELF Is this it? ASK MYSELF Is this it? As I look around Faces without souls As I numb the pain All you got are goals. Ask yourself is this it? Bottom line it ain't worth shit Struggle to state your claim Sometimes it's just not the same. I ask myself is this it!
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I've had enough from all the years you talked down on me Today I walk away from everything that you believe. The price is high but I will find my way It made me proud to say, I do not fear today For everything I am, it's not because of you You had the chance to help me But you hurt me through and through. I've had enough from all the years you talked down on me Today I walk away from everything that you believe. I feel this time is near I'm leaving with a tear For who I've become to be When you gave up on me
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WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD Fight and struggle to get by Tumbling down but no time to cry WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD Have to learn to accept the pain Even if efforts, are all in vain!! What's waiting ahead for me Don't know maybe I can't see Damn you all, straight to hell Scars will heal, the time will tell What's waiting ahead for me. This time there ain't no love to feel WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD It's hard to keep your dream alive WHAT'S WAITING AHEAD. Sometimes there ain't no justice but my own But I won't be crushed after all that I've grown What's waiting ahead for me Set me free!

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released November 14, 2006

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