It's Starting

by Dead Swans

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released July 14, 2009

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Track Name: Thinking of You
It's starting to pull me under, I can feel it beneath my feet.
The last few months have passed so slowly
And it's been so long since I've seen your smile.
I'm afraid to ask what's wrong so I sit and stare
Frustrated digging my nails into my palms.

I never wanted you to see me like that.
Bloodshot eyes, bleeding fists, speechless love, a new year's wish.
I never wanted you to see me reenact those days I threw away.

Stuttered screams from a distant voice:
I followed you all the way to your front door.
No words could take the pain from your eyes
Like a knife through the heart.
I'll be sleeping alone tonight;
And when I wake you won't see me again,
You won't have to worry about me anymore.
I'm sorry for all the times I fucked up,
I'm sorry for every time I let you down.
You always said it was hard to talk and I guess it always was.
But it still feels the same, I still feel the same.
The only difference is you're not there.

I brought this on myself: you're not there.
When I need you the most, you're not there.
And I can't stop thinking of you.
Track Name: Ivy Archway
Is this all that's left?
These dreams came true and slowly died.
They always said it wouldn't get any worse and I believed every word.
I can still remember those late summer nights sitting on the stones
across from the clubs in coves with ex-friends and broken bones.

It used to be so clear.
It used to feel so fucking perfect.
We were the stars in a loveless city, throwing our lives away.

Is this all that's left?
These dreams came true and slowly died.
They always said it wouldn't get any worse
and I believed every fucking word.

It was never meant to end, it was never meant to stop.
This is all that's left: broken hearts still beating,
strangled throats still screaming loud.
I can still remember those late summer nights sitting on the stones
across from the clubs in coves with ex-friends and broken bones.

Sometimes I think it would be easier to fade away,
to disconnect and leave everything behind.

It was never meant to end, it was never meant to stop.
This is all that's left: broken hearts still beating,
strangled throats still screaming loud.
This is all that's left.
Track Name: Fix Me
Someday I'll feel no pain
Someday I won't have a brain
They'll take away the part that hurts and let the rest remain

Fix me, fix my head
Fix me please, I don't wanna be dead

Someday we'll all be rich
Someday I won't listen to you bitch
I'll turn up the volume
And you can hear all the shit we play just for you

Fix me, fix my head
Fix me please, I don't wanna be dead

Someday I'll feel no pain
Someday I won't have a brain
They'll take away the part that hurts and let the rest remain

Fix me, fix my head
Fix me please, I don't wanna be dead
Fix it!
Track Name: When You Sleep
When I look at you
Oh, I don't know what's real
Once in a while
And you make me laugh
And I'll see you tomorrow
And it won't be long
Once in a while
Then you take me down
Then you walk away

When you said 'I do'
Oh, I don't believe you
I can't forget it, no
When you sleep tomorrow
And it won't be long
Once in a while
When you make me smile
And you turn your long blond hair

When I look at you
Oh, I don't know what's real
Once in a while
And you make me laugh
And I'll see you tomorrow
And it won't be long
Once in a while
Then you take me down
Then you walk away